when i met you, i felt as if you were the only soul that would ever matter to me anymore kinda like how juliet was completely in awe with romeo or how cleopatra would do anything to see antony. the times when you ask me to go to a midnight movie or to go see some metal band that i have never heard of remind me of that feeling got when you were a kid, you know, when your mom finally caved in after you asked her a countless amount of times for a candy bar while grocery shopping when i was learning about everything you love, it was our first drive. it was the best drive cause we didn’t have a destination when i was learning to trust you, i never thought id feel anything other than the security that the drive to my house every night gave me when i loved you, you taught me that letting go isn't the same as giving up, and that its the opposite of holding on my mom would always tell me to love without limits and you were the only reason i was able to succeed one of her expectations when i was losing you, i was jealous of the streetlights that got to hold you. all of you. you showed me that I would never care about anyone this much when i lost you, i lost everything. when you left, everything left.
so much on my mind lately, hope these poems don't ****