Day after day I was learning that the yearning and pain would never go away That I was a bent rod a traveler so long lost along a road so wrong... I was seeing clearer the shattered lad in my mirror manacled in horror of echos of the past reverberating through the threads of time, a man cursed to forever shiver in cold of desolation and to always seek consolation in the glamour of rhyme yet never mind that he'd never find... Day after day I was learning that the clouds of strife in my life would always be the blanket that stops my Sun from shining and that my trumpet was bound to rust as no one would bear their lips on dust... none would love me enough to dare. as I were a flower in the wild growing on shitload piled... a heart punched and filed a destiny's child a million pieces compiled on a future defiled. I was a forgotten dream a dried up stream- cracks instead of Adam's ale a snail without a shell corpse pale... I was my own hell, strange they said things would change, that time would tell... yet there was nothing left to be told of my story though I wasn't one to feel sorry as I'd been through more **** than I could spit.