The people that raised you want to hurt you The people you call friends laugh at you Talking behind your back You hearing every word But they don’t care they want you to hear Poking Teasing Slapping Stabbing It never seems to stop You want to end everything to make it go away Free from pain Free from suffering You can’t control what they do Control is something they have over you But you found a way to had control If you don’t eat then you have control Finally As weight drops Your bones become clear and visible to the world You don’t want to stop That’s when they start to ask if you're okay The people that raised you Your so called friends They say they are worried about you But you know it’s fake They don’t care at all They never did and they never will You become this person with great control But that all comes to a pause when you meet her You want to get to know her But you can see the worry in her eyes that is for you How skinny you have become And how you have changed Every day she tries to get you to eat As you take a bite you can see how happy it is making her The control you’ve once gained is slowly slipping away You see what it is doing to your body You hate it But you will do it for her She knows you’re doing it for her It makes her feel special She knows yours eating again But what she doesn’t know is the marks on your ankles That you have done to yourself It’s a way of letting the pain go But she doesn’t see it that way She sees it that you are hurting yourself You see how worried this makes her You need to change You don’t want to be this person anymore You tell her so A smile appears on her face You will do anything to make her happy Little do you know She will do anything Just to keep you safe