There was a moment in between the fighting and the screaming when I remembered what passion we both held. Stuck there silently breathing and staring at the wall wanting to cry and laugh at how this blew up so quickly.
There was a moment between the wanting to pack my **** and move away and you begging me to stay I remembered why I loved you. Stuck there silently thinking if I could just get the words out maybe you'd let me go.. maybe you'd want me to stay more.
I was tired of feeling broken every other day while you continued to grow without me. I was tired of the silence I left on my tongue when you told me I was utterly useless in this relationship.
So there was a moment there between the looks of sadness and pain where I saw a glimpse of what we used to hold before the regret and contempt. Stuck there silently watching you run your hands through your hair. Stuck there silently feeling tears fall down my face as I grabbed my bag and headed out the door.