11 days, I spent in grey hospital socks wandering halls bare, not even clocks 17 girls, all torn and broken inside opened our wrists, drank cyanide "behavior heath", but we knew was psych held wandering souls, all pale and ghostlike sat in a circle, we shared and we cried of times we stole, drank, smoked and lied stories of ****, abuse and pain somehow all one and the same different faces and different lives but most chose to end it with knives but failure brought us all to this place to learn a new name, gain a new face fed us some pills and watched how we'd do if we'd scream and suddenly turn blue but only a few continued to fall and theirs are the saddest stories of all my heart broke each night as I sat and heard one of the girls minds became blurred still even now, I shed a tear for every lost soul, that we never hear
Recently went to an intensive inpatient behavior health center after a major panic attack and breakdown. I was suicidal and was diagnosed with major depression. This experience, really changed me and opened my mind so much. More to come . I give thanks for this site for giving me a positive way to cope. You all are amazing. <3