Jan 2017
Falling
Falling forever downwards
Into a hole that just grows
Deeper and deeper
And darker and darker
Digging
Digging my hole deeper
With every mistake I make
Every time I mess up
Every time I hurt someone
Crying
Crying tears fall from my eyes
The shame and embarrassment
Saying sorry is not enough
For me to be forgiven
Remembeing
Remembering every mistake I made
No matter how small they are
Or how bad my memories is
They will never stop replaying in my mind
Begging
Begging for forgiveness
For things they probably don't remember
And that probably don't care about
But they need to know that I do
Hoping
Hoping that one day they will forgive me
And that I will forgive myself
For the things that create my hole
And then mabey I will stop...
Falling
Falling forever downwards
Into a hole that just grows
Deeper and deeper
And darker and darker
Digging
Digging my hole deeper
With every mistake I make
Every time I mess up
Every time I hurt someone
Crying
Crying tears fall from my eyes
The shame and embarrassment
Saying sorry is not enough
For me to be forgiven
Remembeing
Remembering every mistake I made
No matter how small they are
Or how bad my memories is
They will never stop replaying in my mind
Begging
Begging for forgiveness
For things they probably don't remember
And that probably don't care about
But they need to know that I do
Hoping
Hoping that one day they will forgive me
And that I will forgive myself
For the things that create my hole
And then mabey I will stop...
Falling
I always seem to get hung up on every little thing I do wrong or was yelled at about. I will spent hours lying awake in bed remembering and feeling bad about something I did two years ago.
(Agender/Australia)
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