The bite of your words in my ear, the touch of your thoughts as they patter like specks of rain on my skin, the feelings I have for you, this undeniable and uncontrollable attraction... they make my eyes glisten with happiness and my stomach fill with nausea. I cannot tell if this sickness that you give me is just fear or if it is the knowledge of an illusion that my heart is presenting to everyone. Even to myself.
~~ You scare me because what if none of this is real at all? ~~