I just don't understand, why this hurts so much.
We're still friends, so why can't I be happy and such.
I just miss her love,
Her care,
Her touch.
Things will get better, I'm sure they will.
But for now I have to deal with this pain that I feel.
I laid awake and watched her sleep.
As she dreamt her dreams, I couldn't help but think.
I want this to last, I want this to stay.
In the future will be better, I really hope it may.
I hope one day, we can continue where we once were.
Maybe then..
I'll be able to marry her.
I nonstop think, 'can I rub her back?.. or is that not allowed because of what we once had.'
I love her to death, I've never bonded so quickly.
Her love gives me motivation, and that will never leave me.
I trust her more than anyone, I've told her things I've never told.
But for now I must say goodbye, for my heart feels forever cold.
It's not her fault, for these feelings I hold.
For I fell too hard, I am the only one to blame, these love stories I've told.
But I can't get over, how broken I feel.
I wish by each passing star, that our love will someday heal.