For all the times I tried to hide All the darkness I've defied And all those times I felt alive Only to fall down again and die
I know some people refuse to see The life I lead, the blood I bleed The reasons I did things that just weren't clean And when I hid away, just let me be
I don't expect everybody to trust The passion, the fire, the anger, the lust The security, loyalty, vision deceives It's how you perceive, how you see me
And I'm sorry that tonight I said goodbye But it's better for you, I ain't gonna lie In every lie there's a kernel of truth And it shows me that I was never right for you