The sunrays are coming out to play, but I am stuck here in this deserted place, where the clouds never slumber, it only rains, keeping the light at bay.
I am a flower in decay. The concrete keeps the sun away. I have no nourishment left to bloom. A prisoner in every room, every wall painted the shade of gloom; empty with need to be filled of hope. But... I am not void of will, a seedling, I will one day outgrow this shield and you will see me fly into the glorious light. So it is with sullen bones, a body depressed and yearning to be lifted, I will press my palms to the ground, push myself up to rise; a butterfly out of her dark cocoon. I will free the light, exhale my plights; because I... am stronger than that which seeks to break me. I am stronger and I will conquer all that seeks to defeat me, paint every wall red, the color of life; survival.
The sun rays are coming out to play; me too.
I wrote this as a reminder to myself that I am stronger that my depressed and anxious state of mind sometimes. It is often a challenge to not allow dire circumstances or the unfortunate outcomes that occur in life to overwhelm you or dictate your emotions. But I am learning everyday to see beyond my circumstances, being content in knowing that though beaten down by the trials of life now, in the end I will emerge victorious.