Messages come and messages go
Matching with people I barely know
Some I like and others pass the bar
Regardless,
None are worth more scars

People see and people know
Asking why I let it all go
Some understand a portion
Although,
Nobody really knows

Friends try and friend fail
Hoping I pull out of it
While I double down
Maybe,
I should let go

Gym now and gym then
Consistency, my true friend
Sweat and blood
Hope
For better days

Not okay, now I am
Through heartache and time
Found something to fight for
'Future
Is that 'away