i only knew i loved the stars on that night in Batangas— my sisters and i rested our tired bones on the dewy grass of a cliff, we rested where the sea met the sky.
we looked at the stars. "look, you can see the milky way right there," my oldest sisters said as they traced the sky for me, i saw it for the first time, in the dark and i felt so big yet so small, i learned to read the skies from two people who knew how to watch the world.
and i only knew i loved the stars when i came to learn to see them as i watched them with the people i loved beside me.