All I've ever learned from love is you get hurt by the people you'd die for. They light a light deep in your heart and your natural instinct is to kindle it and stoke it until it's a blazing inferno and they're supposed to come and bask in the heat of it and everything is supposed to be good. Nobody told me the fire burns and consumes everything and you get left with a charred husk on the inside incapable of functioning like it should. I gave you every ******* thing I had and it evidently isn't good enough for you. I burned for so very long for you and you didn't care. You still don't care. *******. There's nothing left in me except a cold anger and a blistering rage that I'm really trying to contain. Really I just want to snap and be done with it. I wish I'd never met you. It would have saved me so much pain. If you love me let me die.
Guess for once I'm gonna be selfish in this relationship and *******.