Closed down, for that Mom and Dad said they loved me I wrapped myself in darkness with each star a dream that I could be loved You the first made a point by poem no less,that you wanted me and wanted to love me One of the stars shone brighter than the others so I allowed sunshine a certain place to shine. Elated I was for I was loved. The Wall I had built with childlike hands began to burst with hope and trust,opening my hands to hold yours my "Best Friend".
Then I felt with all my being the knife of deception and lies ****** in the light of that star which cascaded with hundreds causing such darkness in my soul. You said you loved me,I dreamed with you,I made a door just for you in that encasement that surrounded that little girl...you said.
Since then I had others and I did not believe I could take the pain anymore,I would say goodbye But You,You saved me from all of them to the beginning,to this moment The little girl rests in Your lap listening to the loving music of Your heart You never leave me nor forsake me You have never lied You simply hold me and tell me through You I am good enough I don't need to be ashamed or alone anymore Now my stars share the sky with the sun and the moon and I see beauty on this earth for the first time You love me,You said it...I believe it
Thank You Jesus for loving me when I felt or ever feel unworthy. Thank You for loving me just like I am.