Savages ****** love. As my eyes swell from the once dry wells began to fill. Spilling pain down my cheeks. I feel like an *** for loving someone who have little concerns about my well being. I contemplate about words to say,but my brain is null. I try to be strong and act as if nothing wrong. That's the lie i tell my self. I'm fighting tooth and nail within my thoughts weighing the situation. I evaluate every avenue, side street or road that lead me here. Searching for any signs or familiar landmarks that would give me my bearings to give direction. Yet I'm still lost not knowing where to turn everything seems foreign. I guess eye should have paid more attention to the signs while looking for love. They say love is blind. I guess that was the veil being pulled over my eyes. That lead to my Demise. The mistakes I made allowing me to be lead into the ambush that savagely slaughtered my heart. Paraplegic coma mentally emotionally i'm dead.