Shattered souls. Shattered hearts. Prayers that sunk into the earth, when I uttered those words on my knees at dusk. Endless hours...of begging and pleading with fate. Fate: 1. a prophetic declaration of what must be. Death: 1. extinction; destruction: It will mean the death of our hopes. Attempting to resurrect the shambles of the outcome of what was meant to crumble.
Waking up stronger than the day before, every time the sun rises and allowing life to entrench my soul and flourish. Content with the past buried, never feeling the need to breathe hope into it. Salving the wounds into beautiful memories and speaking life into what lies ahead.
We didn't lose each other, we gave up. Mostly out of selfishness, anger the vein that pumped the rage into explosion.
Laying the crippling words to rest and forgiving all that is attached to it.
Freedom, the joy of letting go...has taken ages off of my already old soul.