I watch the ceiling change from black to grey to a pale yellow as the morning comes I've barely slept I can't close my eyes She sleeps soundly to my left My baby dozing on my right Her boyfriend is as restless as I Awake He ***** me with his eyes She stirs, he says "I love you" but is staring at me She drowsely kisses his cheek, he bites my wrist Thud thud thud in my veins The pulsing in his lust I can only close my eyes and pray the beast finds rest soon They are always hungry those sleeping beasts