My heart is hurting,
Don't know why...
It feels like
I'm dying inside.

My eyes are leaking,
Tears rolling down...
I wished that I
Would've drown.

Why did I say
That awful thing...
I don't regret wishing
Heaven's bells would ring.

The darkness envelops
My sad mind...
Not a thing illuminated,
I am blind.

Every single thought is
Laced with pain...
Like a crimson river,
Blood pours down the drain.

I have died in
My mind already...
I don't want to move;
I feel unsteady.

I look in the mirror,
And shy away...
It hurts to see myself
In such disarray.

I do not wish
To see myself...
The horror as I realize
I am no longer my old self.

I used to speak
Of the monsters...
The ones hiding
Underneath my bed.

My heart is hurting;
I know why...
*Because now I am
The monster that's hiding inside.