Try as I might, I cannot refer to you with anyother title For you had unfortunately raised me You stood there Unaware, as my childhood grazed me I never saw it coming You never asked for me I never wanted this to happen For you to cry over me I thought you'd be glad You got what you wanted Me out of your life But like a ghost I still haunted Your memories of regret Your memories of pride All those nights crying We shamelessly lie I'm sorry you find your sanity in a bottle of wine I'm sorry I find mine in a bottle that was prescribed We both need our peace We both need our distance If it helps you to know I'd love you to listen About how I still care, deep in my heart I'm sorry that our minds Tore us apart