Cannot listen to certain tunes Due to poison melodies. Cannot sing in an empty room Too used to sympathy. Cannot go to certain places For fear that you are there. Cannot hide in hidden spaces For you are everywhere. No "happy holidays" for me this year The anniversary of life. Shedding gallons of quiet tears As you threatened with a knife. As I burn all of your clothes And scorch away the pain, Your ashes flowing through the air Though things will stay the same.