I dreamt that you said you're sorry. You felt bad for being so indecisive, you decided to be serious. You flew in from Babylon. The second you saw me, you held me tight. They say you never experience emotions you've never felt in reality in a dream, but I'm trying to figure out when in my life I felt so much love. I'm trying to remember someone in my life that I never wanted to let go of that badly. I feel as though your arms around me protected me from everything that ever could have happened. There was an overflow of emotions as you kissed me, and I swear on it, I've never been kissed like that to know who would have done it in reality. The rest was a montage of us being in love. The rest was all I've ever wanted. But just as every dream ends, I woke up. I woke up smiling, but I woke up alone. I woke up emptier than I've been in weeks. I woke up without you lying next to me.
9:25am 6/12/2016
About the same guy as last night. ****, just when I think I need to get over him, I have these dreams. ****.****.****.