My body freezes. My airways weezes. I am pushed away from a deep sleep. On so deep that my insides weep. Upon waking up its hard to move. Nothing I can really do. So I lay here and stare. Unable to move even if I dared. Stuck here for minutes at a time. Staring up at the roof hiding the sky. Unable to let tears leave my eyes. Here I stay unable to cry. In a deep deep comma like state. Here I lay here like a fish on a plate.