This coldness reminds me of the ice in my heart it reminds me of the avalanche that threatens this winter upon the snowy mountain in my soul formed by the tension of her absence and the compressional forces of loneliness this weather wants me to have another start but I doubt there's more in my embrace but a cold shoulder I doubt a lifetime could melt away this ice brought by your lies every such morning I realise maybe I'll never get over this winter unless I find one who will summer bring there's no such person, none can bring even spring so much as I'd wish for warmth, I must find it in the rain albeit I crave pleasure of belonging,I belong to the pain to the hurting and taunting past I can never have with the innocent beautiful girl,the only one I love the beauty cast away and innocence she lost if only I could can find her among the white walkers, her ghost this chill reminds of how losing her was a big deal it was the an inferno in paradise and it's burning still how will I rediscover the warmth when I'm content with frigidity how will I change my heart,how will I bend its rigidity this coldness is a mirror that reflects ain't over you at all it reminds me of heaps of flakes piled in my soul