I'm in complete disarray. My life is in shambles and there is no return I say. I'm a wanderer of my own cataclysmic oblivion. Though I see all the doors, but escape is one in a million. I'm pulverized by my past mistakes. My soul is burdened and morose, are there any retakes? But life is not a quiz, but a lesson to learn. If you can gather the knowledge, will happiness return? I'm in a constant state of bewildered frustration. I need another dose and a recalibration. Someday I will escape from my own mind. But it's the answers and hopes that are scattered within, that I must find.