I pray to my guardian angels that this world will take.
take time for me
take time for mine.
take time for the un-loved
take time for the scrutinized
take time to love
take time for the whole
universe..
that people keep telling me is mine
its written on paper
I see it with eyes
if only I could open the closed
I find myself awakened
i find it hard to time
time the relevance between what I consider disastrous
fair in mind.
I sometimes think, If only -if only
I had the money to feed my mind with more danger
no self inflicted crimes.
If only I could hide.
would I make more of a difference gone then being in an everyday
charade.
a blanketed expression of zero impression
words fumble around
my fingers tinted with this fake ideology
that one day everything will be okay.
The world that I love and have chosen is all but a false
intensified figment of my imagination.
I think of a thing or a person
and suddenly there my imagination has spoke.
they appear with surprise absolutely no warning.
but what would be life if I could pick different moments
glimmers of sun and hints of darkness
I just hope that one day
I can force the light to see my way
guide my path
knowing that I am the master of my soul
and the passenger on a ship to my lost oh god forsaken whole.
I know but one thing- that this world I have imagined should one day change
if I could only find the gratitude within my being
stomach the love
vibrate the same feeling
make love with two souls
bound with pure love.
a type of see through energy.
only my guardian angels can guide me back to.
I know if I ask then the guide to find my light will be waiting
sanctioning
my world to finally shift and be taken.