I velcroed a smile to my face I'd sometimes peel it but nowadays I can't even take it off *** it always stays unless someone's poor soul decides to ****** it away Never the less I always look gay Even when I'm legitimately mad I got so used to smiling That I can't frown All I can do is stare at the oh too familiar ground And yet still I have that fake ole grin on my face Cheesing so hard you can still smell my toothpaste Been **** this since 6 grade Did I forget to mention An now my whole life feels like I've been living in detention If only I'd chose to Stop my actions There'd be a Prevention Practice makes permanent So I gotta be persistent And slowly get my life back together it's a mission Slowly come back to existence No I don't need your assistance I'm getting on the right track transforming into an optimistic