And as I try to put myself to sleep tonight Engulfed by thoughts that burn like light I see a fire of emotions flare up It ain't me, but it won't just stop It gulps me quickly within And soon I see myself suffocated and struggling What has become of me The mirror refuses to acknowledge what I wish to see A simple girl with scars so many Waking up to fresh new wounds in plenty So many accusations So many allegations Not a bit of truth to them What have you made of me? What has become of me The mirror refuses to acknowledge what I wish to see A girl with expectations none Broken, but trying to heal everyone What was it that made you doubt over me What was it that I failed to give An unrecognisable face in the mirror What has become of me The mirror refuses to acknowledge what I wish to see
I have tried everything to keep you happy. A girl so scarred, I tried to give you my smile. But what I have become is not what I am or what I am supposed to be. And I just realized while healing you I just ended up hurting myself!