do i really have to stand do i really have to try to be grand
do i really have to live do i really have to give
do i really have to die do i really have to say good-bye
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yes
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i really have to try i don't have to lie
i have to stand i have the chance to be grand
i can really live i finally get to give
i have to eventually die but i don't have to say good-bye
at least not just yet
the two sides of my personality. they take turns taking over, sometimes they go back-and-forth throughout the day, and sometimes they stay in control for weeks at a time