I don't know... Is it so bad to want a friendship you once had back? One that you miss so much, that your heart aches? One that you miss so much, you get so anxious and begin to to cry when you're alone in your room at night? One that you miss so much, that when you see them you can't breathe and can't help but shake? If that's that's the case, then call me me a ******* criminal.