I've got.
3 siblings that I don't even **** know about.
And.
2 siblings, who I'd never wanna live without.
But.
with 5 siblings, I've always been an only child.
Alone in my room, playing with my toys awhile.

I'd.
walk along alone, my thoughts my only company.
Wondering what the world is for, whats the need it has for me.

Confidence, It,
Never really was in me.
But, as I learn me more, It's always been abundant, see.

This pain inside my heart, it's what we call reality.
The life I want to live, lives only inside of me.

Nobody ever saw the saddness that resides in me.
The tears in my heart, they're never gonna dry it seems.