Feb 2016
I am sitting at the table.
looking at my microwave food.
I am eating it raw...
Cause five minutes is too long.
when Depression is whispering in your ears.
I am happy that I even made it out of the bed.
which mean I was strong enough. To fight against the darkness.
That usually P
U
L
L
S
M
E
D
O
W
N
...Into an oblivion prison...
Where -Loneliness- is my only cellmate.
I am sitting at the table.
WISHING
U
That I someday will gain the power to stand P
...against the sickness...
That ç̗̟̲̱̰͈̹̻͎͆̃̒͌͛̆̌̀̽͠o̧͇̤̘̳̱̹̟͉̼͆̿̌̄̔͒̂́͌͑ṟ̯̰̙̙͈̼̬̟̩̂̂̈́̋̆̌̊̓̐̀ŕ̛̬̖̙̣̮͖̤̰̱̊̇̅̈́̽̇̈̑ͅu̗̙̯̙̙͍͇̦̗̤̅̅͛̈́́̓͒̇͆͝p̡̢̧̨̘͇̝̙̜̱̈͐̅́̏̀̊̿͘͝t̨̡̡̧̲̮̗͖̳͎͒͐̄̍͑̈́͊͋͂͝s̡̜̤͚̳͇͎̤͓̓̓͗̃̏̐̈́̇̆͜͝ my heart...
...
looking at my microwave food.
I am eating it raw...
Cause five minutes is too long.
when Depression is whispering in your ears.
I am happy that I even made it out of the bed.
which mean I was strong enough. To fight against the darkness.
That usually P
U
L
L
S
M
E
D
O
W
N
...Into an oblivion prison...
Where -Loneliness- is my only cellmate.
I am sitting at the table.
WISHING
U
That I someday will gain the power to stand P
...against the sickness...
That ç̗̟̲̱̰͈̹̻͎͆̃̒͌͛̆̌̀̽͠o̧͇̤̘̳̱̹̟͉̼͆̿̌̄̔͒̂́͌͑ṟ̯̰̙̙͈̼̬̟̩̂̂̈́̋̆̌̊̓̐̀ŕ̛̬̖̙̣̮͖̤̰̱̊̇̅̈́̽̇̈̑ͅu̗̙̯̙̙͍͇̦̗̤̅̅͛̈́́̓͒̇͆͝p̡̢̧̨̘͇̝̙̜̱̈͐̅́̏̀̊̿͘͝t̨̡̡̧̲̮̗͖̳͎͒͐̄̍͑̈́͊͋͂͝s̡̜̤͚̳͇͎̤͓̓̓͗̃̏̐̈́̇̆͜͝ my heart...
...
Some days are better than others....I think....
