I wish you’d let your courage show pain bleeding through my lips did you enjoy the way he kissed? Jealousy; a wicked step mother that forces you to look through all the dirt and a nagging feeling that you’re not even hurt Sent a thousand letters, excuses and rhymes What if this is what you wanted all this time? Does he try to define you? Put a label on your *** or is it through lust that you do it best Sitting between Tuesday talk sessions with a panic coach waiting for me to break Should I tell her the past feels like a lie to me how I fear you did not want me and that’s the reason why you set me f r e e so easily