Must have been good when you have hands to pull you from your sea of sadness
Must have been good when you could lay your head on bony shoulders to cry
Must have been good when someone hugs you tight and tells you that it's okay to cry
Must have been good when someone waits for you to tie your shoelace even when you're both late to class

But, it must have been devastating when you're lost and lost in your own tears
It must have been devastating when you're secretly drowning in your tangling depression while you lie through your expression
It must have been devastating when a bitter word could change the colours of your soul from the happy magenta to the crying blue
It must have been devastating when you're pretending to sleep with the sad words dancing to the the soft music of your own mind.