Screams, In the painfully sweet hours When the child is no longer a part Of the mother, But one of his own. From outside, It was quiet. The leaves piled on underground pathways. Birds sliding from tree branches, escaping the thick green leaves To swoop up and kiss the sky. The outside was beautiful. But the nervous taps Of the father's leg on the hospital floor, The tears of the woman, Her strength, It was beautiful as well. -- Your innocence floods from your heart, Its precious, The way you pick At the rocks in the snow, The way you Begin to cry because the colds bites you. Do not worry, It cannot steal your warmth. I see you take the neighbors flowers, They are a dull red against your eyes. When you drop them, You smile Because you see the pollen On your fingers. -- I know it's hard at times, When the leaves are no longer Filled with tiny lady bugs and rich memories. I apologize, For those days When you felt in your bones you had to Crash down your home; A small bed of grass And walls of thin sticks Just couldn't stay up any longer. Yet those trees you cut down Can still grow fruit, Ripe and full. I promise. I see the bushes out front, Berries once so ripe, Now shriveled and dry. You're no longer sifting through them. I'm sorry, You know. For the men that hurt you, *I hope you can one day find warmth in the sun, As it soaks into your skin.