It's costing me all I got to give Just to dig myself out of this hole I can't figure out why I was meant to live Or how I can make myself feel whole
I can't afford to deal with this pain That's been going on for so long Even sheltered from the rain I find a way to do something wrong
It's a struggle just to get out of bed And go on living a life so empty I can't erase these thoughts from my head You can't understand what they do to me