Its  new  year
I look back at past
I am on this road of hope looking for  you change
I  just wanted love and hope
You will never  understand me or see the good in me
I  want more then gifts  just  want you be my mom
be  the sun threw my darkest days
you are so stuck on the past
I have keep walking moving forward
the words  cut my skin and burned hole in my heart
I try so hard  make things better but end up lost at the end