Turned on the television for the first time in many a day had to shut it off poste haste as everything they had to say was full of venom and hate and horrors that I cannot understand sometimes I wish I would have been born in a far away distant land.
Perhaps I came into this realm at the most inopportune time-- should have come along years long ago way back before machine guns were involved in crime-- should have been here during the horse and buggy days working on a ranch somewhere sowing seeds and baling hay...
I have to fight the urge each morning to leave and run far far away to run into the woods and find a tree where I can hole up and stay and forget the horrors and hatred all around that seems to be this lifetime's favorite and unending sound...
Turned on the television for the first time in many a day had to shut it off poste haste as everything they had to say was full of venom and hate and horrors that I cannot understand sometimes I wish I would have been born in a far away distant land.
is it just me? am I the only one who feels like they just do NOT belong in this time and place? I do NOT understand all the hate, the vileness of human kind. I just want to go away somewhere and find peace and love, but I'm afraid it really does NOT exist. :(