hiding inside the darkness peering out into the light only to find that my soul hates the bright-- too much to comprehend too much to grasp the dark seems safer for me and I keep wanting just to clasp its safety and its comfort for darkness brings only quiet and light brings all the sound 'make it stop!', my inner voice screams as I fall in a heap onto the cold, hard ground...
trying to capture the pain of a migraine...ow, ow, ow!