Dec 2015
Think again
I didn't ask for this
Never have I said show me your
misguided insensitive wicked deceit
you conceited ***
You think I'd go back to you reclaim your last name
after it was so easy for you to
CHEAT
*No I forgave you the first time and
allowed a 2nd time
3rd time for me was
me leaving you
right where I found you
alone
*Alone like you made me feel
had me always second guessing
wondering not trusting
hurting & yearning
How can you ever expect me to take you
back
or ever allow us to be intimate
or even ****** again
when I know the last time
before I left you'd been with another
woman
I didn't know at the time but crazy
how I could tell you tasted different
and I was right having her on top of you
yet ya had no qualms about me
******* where your manhood was inside another
I was YOUR *
Wife
*Not some trollop
begging for your affections
lesson learnt to me
for ever trusting you or any
other
I gave you children two children
a few still borne and miscarriage
I was the one budging the bills going to college
and cooking all your meals
When you hurt I'd massage it right out
never did you have to tell me or ask
Sadly all I got was your lack of care
insinuations and then I started
thinking I was more crazy
going insane from you saying it was all in my
head
but you were in another woman's bed
Had her feeling what used to be mines
had her crying out
with pleasure
from what
you'd once said was only mines
Yet you called me today begging to come
home
Well baby boy this ain't been your home
in almost 3 to 4 years
and maybe for the kids sake
I'd of done so long ago
but the more I think on it
the more I wanna choke
* I've cried and cringed over and over again
thinking on how
as your dearest fried &
as your
WIFE
*I could of did things so completely
different
Yet I know and yes I'm sure
there wasn't anything to do different
* Tonight when you called me
I had no idea you'd ask me
such a question
I figured we were being amicable
just for our girls
Never would I have ever thought you'd try
this ******* again
seems you thought I was a sucker again
guess I've not learned
after you tried it
last year around Christmas
*Just like when you brought your
new girlfriend & kept
her hidden all the while you I guess figured
I'd be willing to forget I was always second be
even last if truth be told but
Now that you're my
EX-HUSBAND
I'd say I'm no longer your punching bag
or the
*****
*you married
I'm nothing to you
so honey go away and enjoy your slew if women
and even though you assume
you have chance
spare me your *******
and
THINK AGAIN!
Copyright ©
Ayeshah K.C.L.N
1977-Present
All right reserved
I didn't ask for this
Never have I said show me your
misguided insensitive wicked deceit
you conceited ***
You think I'd go back to you reclaim your last name
after it was so easy for you to
CHEAT
*No I forgave you the first time and
allowed a 2nd time
3rd time for me was
me leaving you
right where I found you
alone
*Alone like you made me feel
had me always second guessing
wondering not trusting
hurting & yearning
How can you ever expect me to take you
back
or ever allow us to be intimate
or even ****** again
when I know the last time
before I left you'd been with another
woman
I didn't know at the time but crazy
how I could tell you tasted different
and I was right having her on top of you
yet ya had no qualms about me
******* where your manhood was inside another
I was YOUR *
Wife
*Not some trollop
begging for your affections
lesson learnt to me
for ever trusting you or any
other
I gave you children two children
a few still borne and miscarriage
I was the one budging the bills going to college
and cooking all your meals
When you hurt I'd massage it right out
never did you have to tell me or ask
Sadly all I got was your lack of care
insinuations and then I started
thinking I was more crazy
going insane from you saying it was all in my
head
but you were in another woman's bed
Had her feeling what used to be mines
had her crying out
with pleasure
from what
you'd once said was only mines
Yet you called me today begging to come
home
Well baby boy this ain't been your home
in almost 3 to 4 years
and maybe for the kids sake
I'd of done so long ago
but the more I think on it
the more I wanna choke
* I've cried and cringed over and over again
thinking on how
as your dearest fried &
as your
WIFE
*I could of did things so completely
different
Yet I know and yes I'm sure
there wasn't anything to do different
* Tonight when you called me
I had no idea you'd ask me
such a question
I figured we were being amicable
just for our girls
Never would I have ever thought you'd try
this ******* again
seems you thought I was a sucker again
guess I've not learned
after you tried it
last year around Christmas
*Just like when you brought your
new girlfriend & kept
her hidden all the while you I guess figured
I'd be willing to forget I was always second be
even last if truth be told but
Now that you're my
EX-HUSBAND
I'd say I'm no longer your punching bag
or the
*****
*you married
I'm nothing to you
so honey go away and enjoy your slew if women
and even though you assume
you have chance
spare me your *******
and
THINK AGAIN!
Copyright ©
Ayeshah K.C.L.N
1977-Present
All right reserved
I've chosen to be better and move on, no more abuse lies or pain and I do forgive YOU! I just don't want you!
