You know that pain is the opposite of dissonance This is the truth that is so dangerous I want those intangible things Memories and feelings that refuse to leave me Unlike the heat of this subtle hilarity Embedded in the new frost of the old rain Caressed by the things that torture us Like chains made from trust Snapped beneath the weight of distance and wariness Hating the scars on my chest Whilst one lives for that which shines through yonder windows Like the deepest oceans, the heart of the sea Blue and full of wanderlust Not quite me