Hey there old friend. I'm sorry its been so long. I've just had some problems with myself ya'know, nothing big, nothing different. I just wanted to tell you something before something big happens. I'm so sorry. Its not your fault. You've been nothing but kind to me and been my friend even when some pretty big stuff was going down. I'm glad you stuck around and i didn't scare you off when I told you my big secret. I was so happy when I found you, well, you were my best friend.

I just want you to know, I think its better this way.
Its not your fault, you know I get bad sometimes.
I'm sorry I didn't say, but I want you to know, I love you so much.
It was just this life that was too much...