Now I awake at the eve of my daemonic existence Which we had to abort On my crown lies a crown of barbs Unfortunately no light Raising my forgiving sight for the last time The only thing I see is my dark wright Vomiting misconception at my filthy sins United by serpentine despair Unanimously designed by a rogue contempt And yet instantaneously For temerarious to bother with such vast wisdom And yet veracious Thus destined a dark decent A blackened spiral For a blank memory I look as the darkness consumes my every breathe Already swallowed by the hatred smoked by fear I feel the hell fire Like tears rolling down my body I am cut chest to toe The shadows seep in Vile filth exalting heavenly pleasures I can not cleanse myself For all of the scourges I locked away My shadow is liberated As it goes, as it always shall The quasi heroic act of self mutilation Reanimates their dark possession Again morbid licentiousness They found their host and reached parasitical intent Blackened by serious lust Tumultuous in the hearts of all who have fallen All of their jaws hinging malevolently For the cursing how to behave No imminence in my decay I deserve nothing by curdling laughter I have no cause, no war My skin blackened by the fires of doubt Forget my neurotic existence And the face of the man you fear For the last time I scream All of my attempts hallowed By the fear of being isolated Abandoned, my scars still leaking The blackened blood into the heavens Each drop a life wasted During this my light is extinguished A smile appears on a split face One final scream And everything I know vanishes Somewhere a heart beats a final time I despise my world I wasn't created for it Alas...
Note to self, Avante Garde is amazing to listen to while making poetry. Wish I wasn't so depressed. Oh well life goes on.