The more I tell myself yes The more reason I'm led to believe no
The more I tell another yes The more reason they're led to believe no
The more I tell us both yes The more reason we're led to believe *no
I promise I'm not saying yes to lie I'm not saying yes to build false hope I'm not saying yes because I need to I'm saying yes because I have to It has to be a yes... ...so why does it feel like a no?