These feelings & emotions Feel as if they are Infused inside, A depressed state of mind Discovering myself is the hardest rhyme, I drown in every hide tide Never able to win Restraining the pain within My blood drys thin Noise mutters from the hells next door Waves crashing at the shore Of my brittle skin Crying on the edges of hell A heart that can't mend Handling what I can't hold in I swallow down my sins