Maybe my vision is foggy cause of the tears
Or maybe you have lost it over the years
Either way its both hard in addition to sad
Walking away from "us" was a wrong card
Nothing can make me revert to that past
It only hurts to know I'm not happy seeing you cry
And feel I should guide you through that avenue I passed
It's reached a moment when everything's a lie
Especially when it's coming from your lips and heart
Two things that didn't give a **** when you threw me to the dirt
I gave up on being the guy who is always loving too much
I even surrendered my crazy true love search
Maybe I'm over reacting or maybe I should be more exasperated
Picturing the despair I swam through whilst I regretted and hated
Life believing going through such Hell was what was fated
That ceaseless agony was the constant destiny had dictated
Rolling back to the day you left I think you don't deserve forgiveness
After all you deserve everything for you left me in a big mess
They say anger is a poison, you shouldn't have returned
You're all but a shadow that made me hide in caves
My heart and soul were slaves, so I buried the broken pieces in graves
There's no more digging, there's no more digging you
I refuse to be the old me, even if I ain't new
Just move on in your circles, fight your fights and face your nights
Fed up with being driven crazy, go fix your headlights
Your freedom is actually the reason for your chains
You gotta learn that much is sacrificed to survive emotional pains
You know I've seen enough, even before you life was tough
I was wrong to believe I deserved another chance to be happy
With someone who could make me laugh
Instead I should have just donated my time or bought a puppy