Everything is fine and the world seems safe.
Til someone dies and a part of you is taken.
After that life all of you has changed.
You dont want to laugh any  more because it feels wrong,
And your favorite holiday becomes the most  hated.
Try to shower away the pain and the darkness.
Hoping one drop of water could bring back my heart again.
Washing away the clarity and exposing the ***** skin
Scars and cuts from places ive never been.
its hard to look up when im trying to look within
Trying to find something that'll  keep me from remembering
Trying to do whatever gets me by.
Stumbling forward but falling behind.
Its sad when you cant do anything to fix it.
But whats bad about that is it doesnt need fixing.
Death is to come to all of us
In what manner we wont know
Until it does and we have no choice but to let go.
Ive found my peace with my loss of you and i know that you are living.
Just because i can not see or hear or touch  you does not mean you are not present in spirit.
I dont have to see you
I dont have to touch  you
I dont have to hear you
I feel you.
You're in my thoughts and in my skin your name embedded in my pores
And i will never shed a tear of sadness as long as i am sure
That until i get visit of a lifetime that takes me away to where you are,
I know that your death was just humane and my life has grown in the absence of yours.