In the weirdest, yet most important of ways this was one of the sweetest things I'll ever be told
whether we want to admit it or not we can grow up, move away, find another and start a family but you never truly forget your first love there will forever be a place in your heart for the first one you gave it to that person got parts of you that no one else ever will because that YOU was one of a kind and the kind of love you shared is crazy, and infatuating and raw and maybe one of the most real things you experience regardless of when that comes to you whether like me, you were 14 and naiive or 20 and experiencing that "first love" for the first time, it's a kind of special that no one can take from you and I urge you to hold onto that
those memories made you into who you are today that person gets a piece of you that they will never give back, and you'll be walking down the street one day and you'll hear a song coming from a car passing by and it will remind you of them Or while you are grocery shopping with your pregnant belly and a cart full of produce, someone will walk by and you will smell their detergent and it will take you back to that dingy old bedroom, with *** stained sheets and cigarette butts on the floor and you'll smile in the bittersweetness of those memories they will be there to stay for the rest of your days those little moments will be all yours, and no one can take that from you...
"that means a lot, and i am sorry for being a **** as a younger person. i am glad you took something positive from it at all and not just remember me as an asswhipe (i was). you have kinda been the girl every one of them gets compared to as far as being a good or bad gf lol. even if i died tomorrow, the things i understand and what i have in my heart - i could say i lived a full enough life to have gotten the idea. thank you lydia."
No one really understands how this made my heart glow. I found out my high school boyfriend, my first love, was in a serious car accident a few days ago and I felt ill about it. Im not in love with him like I used to be, but I love him and the thought of someone who had such a huge impact on my life being hurt like that was too much for me to not acknowledge. When I messaged him I let him know how much him and those memories meant to me and his response made my heart glow. To know that he compares other girls to me makes me feel truly good, because I seriously gave my all to him and I loved him completely. It makes me feel good to know he acknowledged that, that I meant as much to him as he did to me