You see me beautifully clothed, But deep within am thoroughly shredded; You see me peaceful and calm, But there are deep cuts beneath my palms; You see me stable, the kind of woman you want to keep, My mind is crowded with chaos, I barely sleep; You have plans to walk me down the aisle, Am really not sure how much longer I can travel this mile. Be careful what you think you know, That was me several years ago.