Consumed by a life She couldn't handle anymore Ashamed by desires Too desperate to score It's just too addicting She wants nothing more Watching everything she loves Walk out the door Finds money where she can But still living life poor Too smart to get too involved And too dumb to ignore it She don't even care They all call her a ***** Now thinking, as she sees the knife This isn't what she prepared for But with a little thought, she knows It's what she's always had in store As she lays, bleeding out On her ****** kitchen floor