sitting on the bathroom floor smoking kush behind the closed door. listening to music/ all the bad i can ignore i use it and i always feel better than i had before.
i think about every decision i've ever made wondering why i never changed wondering how things managed to go this way if i hadnt done the things i did i cant help but imagine what wouldnt be the same
i stare into nothing just lost not really here i can see i can feel i can hear well aware just not there not anywhere.
i snap back into me pull another dab plus three the drugs are not just killing me they set me free allowing me to be where i've always wanted to be. not here not there... not anywhere. still well aware...